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I’m gonna go through my current situation with nicknames.
The Mistress
That name is four years old now. Crazy how time files. Anyway, i sorta set up a coffee date with her for next Tuesday. She’s been kind of a bitch to me. But she agreed to hang out so I’m gonna have to bring my A game to get back on her radar.
S. Naughty
Just sounds like her last name. She lives in Missouri so who really cares. She likes me a lot but oh well. It’ll never happen but it’s just nice to text someone who somewhat cares.
Kimly
So sketchy. She told me to not like her because she has personal reasons. Figures she’s smart and pretty and into me; something must be wrong. Oh well.
Yankee
She lives here but she from new York and loves the Yankees. A huge plus. Except she knows nothing about sports. I’ll have to fix that. Idk about her. She’s super nice, grew personality, but I just get this vibe that she’s been around the block. She just seems dirty to me. That sounds mean. But I can’t shake it. I just feel like i don’t wanna see her clotheless. We will see.
Priceless
We don’t talk much anymore. Oh well. Don’t care. No interest. Next.
Too Much
Haven’t really talked to her much recently. Kinda miss her but I been so busy it hasn’t really mattered. I’m over her too. She was nice though. Guess she was just too much. Besides she never liked me anyway, or if she did, was too much of a wimp to say it. Oh well.
Bankrupt
She’s so pretty and nice and smart. Negatives-she goes to A&M, she doesn’t really know me that we’ll and WORST OF ALL…her brothers name is ZACH. It’s like now I have a .00000001% chance with her. Cause I could not date someone named Chelsea. Yuck. I’m screwed on this one. :( and I work with her tomorrow too. :(
And One
She seems to like me all of the sudden. I used to like her but she never wanted to date me cause I was too serious. She told me that again a few weeks ago. Said that if she was gonna mess with me she knew it would be a legit relationship and she wasn’t ready for that. But lately she’s been inviting me to stuff being extra friendly. Kinda weird. This is one of like the two or three on here with any remote potential to turn into something.
The Christian
Lol she’s like the perfect model Christian. I wish I was more like her. She’s so pretty and smart too. She’s on a mission trip right now and won’t get home for a while. But after she graduates she wants to move to fort worth. From Mizzou. That’s my number two place I wanna live. It’s a long shot, but I feel like I could spend many years with her.
That’s pretty much it for now. I’m goin to sleep. Sweet dreams!!:)
Oh yeah, and FUCK Allie Fionda. And FUCK Madeline Baker too. Those are the shittiest friends I’ve ever had and I despise them wholeheartedly. I never knew you could have your heart broken by FRIENDS too. Fuck that. And FUCK them. Bitches.
Fuck. Good fucking night.
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It’s been such a crazy two weeks. I’ve worked out literally 14 days straight with really one exception. And this is not the workouts I used to do. This time I actually have a gym. And weights. And more importantly, someone to tell me what to do. I don’t know all the secret exercises for an athlete but my friend Jordan does, he was a varsity wide receiver. So he knows all the drills. And he’s been getting me faster and much much stronger.
Not to mention my basketball skills. Playing for two weeks straight has got me back to the consistent player I once was, and I have the rest of the summer to really become elite. I literally made 20 three pointers in a row today. I’m getting there. Also, im gonna get a membership to the red center cause in a city employee so it’s free. Aka I will be playing other people and embarrassing them. Bitches.
That’s all for now. I’m super sore and I have work all day tomorrow.
Night!
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Too high…
With three bitches…
For four nights…
I’m bout to dip…
Be out at five...
In that 600 Benz on that 750
I ate nine slices of that humble pie
But you know I still talk my shit rightttt?
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I don’t understand why people are so adamant about preventing suicide. If you don’t want to be on this earth, GTFO. Just because life doesn’t go your way doesn’t mean you should go and kill yourself you selfish, spoiled brat. If you wanna die, then do it. The earth is too crowded as it is. No one is going to feel sorry for you because you live in a world where no one cares about anything but themselves. When you kill yourself, people are sad for a week. If that’s satisfying to you, go for it pal.
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There’s this one girl I’m talking to that is literally TOO nice to me. Like I love it, but I’ve done nothing to deserve it.
It’s kinda ironic actually. Normally I’m way too nice to girls that don’t deserve it, and now it’s flipped! This is nice! Except in this case….I’m actually being nice back. Haha. Sooo.
Anyways, just been working out hardddd. The most intense workouts I’ve ever done. Because I have Jordan training me. See, I never did the weight thing in high school. He played varsity football. So he knows all the drills and workouts and secrets. And it’s been taxing my body, but I’m getting stronger and faster. Also shooting better. If anything, I’ll get ripped and tear up the intramural leagues. Not a bad backup plan.
I’m tired.
Good night. :)
